I heard the single knock on my door, followed rapidly in succession by two others. It was obviously Xavier.
I called out, uncaring if she came in, and saw me standing there in the bathroom hovering over the toilet. In my mind, should she come in, see me standing there like that, and become embarrassed or uncomfortable because of it, that was her problem. As much as I had enjoyed a great deal of what we’d done the night before, I found I was in many ways disappointed, still frustrated and angry at being given the alternative I had been. The only choice I had been given if there was any hope, any hope at all of ever enjoying Xavier in whatever way, ever again, was in doing so, only with her friends in attendance.
Every man’s dream. One that had in fact once been my own. Until Xavier and I had come together. Now, it was the only option given me, and suddenly the fascination, the dream, the fantasy, had become far less than I would have ever imagined.
I soon heard the door open, close. I knew Xavier had stepped into my room, a few steps more and she would see me as I stood there, the door to my bathroom open as I purposely allowed it to remain. I stood there, waiting, wondering, my prick finally announcing it was ok to pee, which I now began doing.
Even as the stream of piss began splashing within the water of the bowl, I heard her footsteps and then her voice as she neared the doorway looking in. Obviously my gambit of unnerving her hadn’t worked, oddly enough, nearly the reverse was true as I stood there looking down at myself, peeing as Xavier stood in the doorway, leaning against the frame watching me.
“On the one hand, I envy the fact you can do that. On the other however…guys generally make a mess because they can. I don’t see why you don’t just sit down, or is that too girly for you?” she wondered, asking me.
I wanted to laugh, in the past I would have. In the past we’d have teased one another, argued, playfully slapped at, or thrown pillows at one another. All I wanted to do now was turn and piss all over her. And nearly did.
“What do you want?” I asked instead, nearly peeing on my own foot as I turned looking at her.
“I just wanted to see where we stood,” she said simply. “You left…” she finished without further comment, waiting for me to.
“Right where you wanted me to,” I responded back, now shaking my dick off, feeling the spittle from it splash against me, irritating me even more as I did that, answering her first question. I crossed over to the sink washing my hands, and then wiping off my upper chest and belly, turning back to face her in answering the second. “And I left, because I was no longer in the mood to continue,” I said easily. “That answers your question?”
Xavier stood in the doorway for only a moment more, her mouth opened but no words came out. She simply turned, left my room, closing the door behind her when she did.
**
The next several days were nearly torturous at best. We saw one another very little, and even when we did, hardly a word passed between us. Even mom seemed to sense something, stopping me at one point to ask.
“Everything all right?” she had asked me. The truth was of course, that it wasn’t. A lot really was going on. Graduation was only weeks away now, and with it, a whole new, very uncertain future ahead of me. At one time, Xavier and I had discussed going to the same university together, even sharing an apartment at some point when we could afford it. Now, all that seemed as ridiculous as me staying in the house after we had. At the moment, I wanted more than anything to go off to a different school, about as far away from where I lived as was physically possible.
“Just got a lot on my mind is all,” I told her begging off. “Graduation soon, final exams, you know…that sort of stuff.”
“Hmm,” she said, digesting what I’d said, not quite buying into it, which she confirmed. “Appears your sister is dealing with the same sort of stress too,” she told me, looking deep into my eyes as though they’d tell her more than I had. But I stood my ground looking back at her.
“Oh? I hadn’t really noticed, figured she was just having her period or something, you know how she gets when she is.”
Saying that, as I figured it might, sent mom blushing wanting to change the subject, which had been the whole point in the first place.
“Well, we probably all need a little get away,” she then added. “Which was supposed to be a surprise, but since everyone’s moping about the house being all gloomy lately, maybe this will help cheer you up. Your father and I booked a really nice cabin retreat for next weekend, there’s horseback riding, hiking, swimming…or just lounging around out in the sun. How’s that sound?” she said, grinning at me hopefully.
I just looked at her, forced a smile back and said. “It sounds great mom…just great.”
**
I had planned on going out Wednesday night with Steve, hanging around, very possibly taking in a movie or something rather than staying home for Pizza night with my folks bowling and all. Especially as Xavier had actually dropped a hint to me that Michelle and Junewere coming over again. Maybe most guys would think I was nuts, turning something like that down, but the honest truth was, I wasn’t in the mood for it,
not then anyway. I was nearly out the door when Steve called, apologizing profusely, but he’d just gotten a call from Kathy telling him that she’d switched shifts where she worked part time, and now had the night off herself. Which meant, Steve had a booty call, which obviously took precedence. I found that oddly ironic under the circumstances.
I soon made a quick trip to a convenience store, bought a lot of junk food, rented a couple of movies, and then returned back to my room where I’d watch them on the much smaller screen of my PC. At least I’d be alone by myself, having no intention whatsoever of joining Xavier and her friends later when they came over. The fact that I planned on remaining in my own room, totally stocked with enough junk food to make me sick for several days, I sat watching the movie, realizing I’d been staring at the screen for the better part of fifteen minutes,
having no idea at all what I’d just seen. It had been the sound of a car pulling up in front that shook me from my revelry. Crossing over to the window, I pulled the curtain back just far enough to peer out. Sure enough, Michelle and then Junegot out. But then one of the back doors opened, and another girl emerged too. I recognized her almost immediately. It was Diane, a girl I had once had a major and serious crush on. We’d even started getting friendly, talking, flirting somewhat. Then her father had gotten a promotion, and the next thing I knew, she was moving. So much for that.
Seeing her now, I was greatly surprised for a number of reasons. Surprised to see her of course, wondering why she was back, what she was doing here. But more surprised to see her with Michelle and Susan. She’d not really been amongst that particular group, though she’d come to know my sister mainly because of me. Which still didn’t answer the question as to what she was doing here, especially now…and with the two of them!
I’d been perfectly content to remain sequestered up in my room, purposely ignoring whatever temptations might in fact be thrown my way during the course of the evening…if any. Now, I frantically tossed trash, debris, dirty clothes into wherever I could hide it, and then sought something clean that I could change into.
Though it remained my intent, to stay where I was, and Diane, or no Diane, I wasn’t about to venture out into the house, leaving my sanctuary. If she wanted to see me…then she was going to have to come to me, and not the reverse. Though again, I couldn’t for the life of me imagine why she was here in the first place, especially having arrived with those two.
As it turned out, I didn’t have long to wait. Only minutes later there was a knock on my bedroom door. An unsignaled one, so I knew it wasn’t Xavier who had knocked. I went to it, opening it, and sure enough, Diane stood there smiling at me.
“Surprise! Can I come in?”
“Sure! Wow! This is a surprise, what are you doing here?” I asked, peering behind her as she entered, but there was no one else there in sight. I quickly closed the door, following her into my room as she invited herself to sit on the end of the bed.
“Well, as it turns out, I’m pretty much finished with school, all I really have to do is show up on graduation night, that’s it. But the reason I’m even here is because daddy had to come back to town to finish up some legal matters on the house after we’d sold it. So since he was planning on being here for a few days, I asked to come with him. And so…here I am!”
“And so…here you are!” I said grinning at her.
“Yeah, I ran into Junebelieve it or not, got to talking with her, asked her how you were doing. Which is when she and Michelle mentioned they were actually coming over here tonight to spend some time with your sister. Asked me if I wanted to come along with them, maybe even see you if you were home. Hearing that, I knew I had to…wanted to.”
I watched as Diane suddenly stood, smiling at me, her hands coming up as they began undoing the buttons on her blouse. She must have seen the surprised look on my face as she did that, she smiled, laughed, continued to undo her buttons, finally removing it as she reached around behind herself, unclasping her bra.
“You and I…have some unfinished business.”
To be continued…