“Dominants and Primates” Part-6 Continues….
With graduation only a few short weeks away now, pretty much all the athletic activities were over. As such, the track and football field were deserted as I stood waiting for Jayleen to arrive. A few minutes later she did, and we ducked behind the stands where we’d met before. Having arrived early, we still had a good thirty minutes before class, so I was hoping for a bit of brief fun at the very least. Jayleen explained to me how her dad had taken away her cell phone for a week, which was a real bummer, but she promised to call me anyway,
using a nearby payphone whenever she could manage it. After three more weeks, it wouldn’t make any difference anyway as she then informed me she was planning on moving out, and then moving in with her older sister. The problem with that was, she’d be living nearly four hours away, though it had always been her intention of attending college upstate, and me having already been accepted at a local university where I’d continue living at home for a while at least.
“I wanted to tell you something,” she began. “But before I do that, remember what I texted you?”
Though I was curious about what she had to say, I was also equally as curious about her “I O U 1” that she’d sent me. I smiled letting her know that I did remember, and then watched as she deftly reached over unzipping my fly. Though nervous about anyone seeing us as we stood beneath the stands, no one ventured nearby even as a few fellow students began arriving in the parking lot. Taking my cock out of my jeans, Jayleen stroked it until it was nice and hard, and then knelt down on the ground in front of me and proceeded to give me what was a very nice and very enjoyable blowjob.
One of the things we had actually talked about, believe it or not, long before we’d actually done much of anything, was the fact she wasn’t too keen on ever letting anyone cum in her mouth. So knowing that, I was prepared to warn her well ahead of time. As my orgasm slowly approached, her mouth wonderfully sucking my cock, I did so, letting her know I was only seconds away from releasing a nice hot load.
To my surprise however, she kept sucking, looking up towards my face as I stood there looking down. I warned her again, wondering for a moment if she hadn’t heard me or understood what I’d said. It became obvious that she had, now opening her mouth even wider, still holding my cock, stroking it expectantly. When she did that, I exploded, watching my cum spurting into her mouth as she took it.
When I was finished, she did turn and spit most of it out, even so…it was still pretty erotic and I was surprised at the effort she had made, especially when she’d so adamantly stated it was something she would never ever do. I then realized there was more to this than simply an IOU of sorts, and wondered if it might have something to do with her eventually moving out and moving away.
After I had straightened myself up again, I stood there smiling, but wondering what else was going on, especially by the look in her face that now looked tentative, worried.
“What’s up?” I finally asked, now a little worried myself.
“There’s something I have to tell you,” she told me and then I knew it wasn’t going to be pleasant when she did, which partially explained the “No cum in my mouth blowjob” I’d just been given.
“The other night at your place when we almost did it,” she started out. “I wanted to, especially with you, but I also knew you were a virgin, and I didn’t want to do something until I told you something first, and that is…I’m not.”
Her surprising revelation hit me like a sledgehammer. Maybe it shouldn’t, but the truth of the matter was, I’d been led to believe that she was, especially as she’d always kept me at a distance with regards to that. And though looking back I couldn’t remember a time when she’d come out and actually said she was, she’d never said she wasn’t either, until now.
“When?” I found myself asking, now curious as we’d been dating for most of our senior year together.
“Before you,” was all she said, and it was obvious she wasn’t about to tell me who either.
“Why am I only finding out about this now?” I had to ask.
“Because I want to again…with you,” she said simply. “But not before you knew that I wasn’t. I didn’t want there to be any secrets between us, and I didn’t want you thinking or believing I hadn’t before we ever did.”
I was in a very weird place at the moment. On the one hand, I now had a few secrets myself, none of which I felt like I could tell her about. Somehow in my mind, I’d managed to reconcile what I’d done, been involved in, and didn’t really consider it to be cheating on her. On the other hand, learning that she wasn’t a virgin, whereas I still technically was in that sense, didn’t sit very well with me.
Oddly enough, it wasn’t so much that she’d already had sex with someone else that really bothered me. It was the fact that she had and I hadn’t. She was experienced in that area to some extent at least, and I had absolutely no fucking clue as to what to expect, or even really do for that matter. My stunned silence wasn’t quite what she was expecting either as we both stood there, the five minute bell ringing alerting us to the fact that school was about to start.
“I need to go,” she informed me, though once again her look was worried and concerned. “I’ll try and call you this evening if I can get away,” she then added. “Obviously…we still need to talk.” With that, Jayleen sprinted off across the football field towards her first class,
my own in the opposite direction, though I didn’t run, I simply walked. I now had a lot to think about myself, should I now share with her a few things about myself that she didn’t know? How would she respond to that? I could only imagine, and yet, I also knew how intensely arousing and exciting it had been for me too. With emotions on a wild roller coaster ride at the moment, I headed off to class wondering what it was I should do.
**
Late that same evening after I had gotten home from my part-time job, I’d come into the house surprised to see my mom was still up. Dad had already gone to bed, and mom appeared to be joining him shortly. I’d been brooding about things all day long, and I guess it showed in my face as I came in the door.
“Why the long face?” Mom asked me, suddenly not as anxious to head off to bed as she’d appeared to be when I first came in.
Maybe it had something to do with knowing what I now knew about my own parents, primarily that mom wasn’t as innocent as I’d come to believe her to be, though I’d always known my father to be a bit “out there” as far as things went, but I’d always thought of that as just being a “guy thing”, now…I had at least come to terms with the fact it wasn’t just dad, mom too had more of an open-mind obviously, than I’d given her credit for.
“Jayleen isn’t a virgin,” I said simply. “I just found that out today.”
Mom pulled out a chair from the table sitting down, just as I did. “And you still are,” she surmised correctly, a little surprised perhaps to discover I still was though she obviously knew I wasn’t exactly innocent in other areas. “Does that bother you that she isn’t?” She asked.
“It does, yes, but maybe not in quite the way you think it does,” I told her. “I mean…sure, I wish she’d told me earlier, but the fact is…now I wonder if and when we actually do, what she’ll think. I mean…I don’t have any idea, you know?” I said looking up, surprised to be having this conversation with my own mother.
Mom smiled however, understanding my worries and concerns. “And you’re worried that because you don’t, that she’ll be disappointed in you or something.”
“Something like that,” I responded back. “It might have been different with the two of us fumbling about, not knowing what to expect, or even what to do exactly. But the fact remains, she does…and I don’t.”
“Maybe if the two of you just sit down and talk about it,” she suggested.
“Awe mom…” I said reluctantly. “I feel stupid enough as it is, inadequate. What if I really do disappoint her? What then? What if I ah….you know,”
“Prematurely ejaculate?” Mom said openly, surprising me with her candor.
“Well yeah, that too,” I freely admitted, seeing her try to stifle a giggle.